About a month and a half ago, someone very dear to me was brutally murdered, and as you might expect, my life just flipped, 'Stranger Things' style. As you might also expect, every moment I'm not focused on kids and work, my mind immediately takes me back to that very dark place- the scene replays when I close my eyes, my very grateful being suddenly crashed into oblivion and the feeling of helplessness was always ready to consume me when I gave it the chance -not cool- to say the least. To make matters more complicated, I used my cards the day he died, to enquirer better into the exact details of what had happened- and lo and behold, the cards told a terrifying and twisted story- I asked.
So, for weeks I've been preparing myself for a follow up reading, not sure if I would be ready to hear whatever came through again, but a few days ago, on his wedding anniversary, I just had to.
I used my usual Waite deck with a fairly simple and powerful three-card spread. (This spread is perfect for gaining clarity on a specific message without overwhelming you with too many details.)
Card 1 represented 'The Message'
Card 2 would tell me how to best embrace the message
Card 3 represents the best Path Forward
The cards, as you can see in the image, gave me the most elegant, heartfelt and hopeful advice I have yet received since this all unfolded. For those who need an explanation, the cards read: